Texas girl: Friends in Low Places...

Well, as I've probably blogged about a million times is that my Texas girls are coming to visit the third weekend in August. I got news today that they would not be coming.... so sad!! I guess my friend Karen had back surgery and is bad pain , Frances' husbands work was cut in 1/2 and LaShonda's work has been cut in 1/2. I'm so very sad, but understand! We are def in a recession. They are going to try to reschedule in October. That will be exactly 2 years since they came for our wedding. So if I go to the airport....there will be an empy plane.....

It very lonely here in Florida...My friends are in the Dallas/Fort Worth, my parents in Amarillo and my grannies are in New Mexico. Sometimes I get really scared...what if something happened to Jeff...what would I do? I would have to probably move back to Texas, but I have a daughter that I'm responsible for now. Would she want to stay in the only place she's ever known???? Or would she be open to moving to Texas? It's a scary thought, but it's one that crosses my mind often. Am I the only one that feels so distant from my family and friends??

I feel lost in a strange place...I still don't know anyone..and everyone here is different than my friends back home. I just need time with my girls...and it will be here again...before you know it!

On a positive note, we are closing on our house Thursday at 1:00 p.m. After 5 months of waiting...we finally got it! I'm so very excited!