Thursday, July 29, 2010

Moving is no fun!

Well, as you know...we've been moving for over a week now.  No fun at all.  We are finally all settled in.  Yeah!  It hasn't been without some difficulty though.  Jeff has broken the pool twice...found out the salt water converter has been taken off...it's now a chlorine pool....Roxy decided to chew up the new carpet on my bottom stairs....you name it...it's happened!  On a postive note...my house is absolutely beautiful and has a wonderful pool!  Love it!
I've been really depressed today.  I took my parents back to the airport yesterday and I feel so lonely again.  They looked at houses while they were here..guess they have de cided they don't want to move here.  I'm so sad..but I'm not pushing it because I'm not really sure they would like it here.  I always feel sad when they leave.  I just wish we were a little closer....I've been crying alot today....It will get better...so i'm trying to stay positive.
Our visit wasn't one of the best I've ever had.  Between the stress of moving and my husband who is less than friendly...I'm not sure they will ever come back.  I almost felt as uncomfortable as I did when I was married to the last ass hole.  Why can't people be nice to the most important people in my life?  It hurts so bad that I can't have decent visits with my family.  I just don't know what to do...but something has got to change.  This may be another reason I have been crying all day.
Well, guess there has been alot of changes at work.  Crystal is now full time at st lucie west...and I am the one and only master charge therapist.  I guess the surveys were NOT good and something had to be done.  I'm not sure people will ever be totally happy.  I told Karen that people hated floating to all of the hospitals and when she called them in to the office...only once person admitted that they did not like floating.  Maybe I shouldn't do that again...now I look like a liar.  Oh well...I tried.
Well, back to work tonight and I don't feel rested at all.  Got to make some $$$ for my new house.  Maybe this will take my mind off of things. 
I've got to have positive thoughts...because right now I'm really sad.
That's all for now....
Holley Ann 

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