Saturday, May 1, 2010

Patio decor for a house I don't even have yet...

Well...here I sit again...at work of course!  Is this the way life was intended to be?  I think you should be able to enjoy your life...not spend alot of it working.  Anyway..thank you God for my job!
So, lately I feel a little neglected by my husband...I can't even remember the last "date night" we had.  I would really like to go out to a nice dinner, just us.  We have hardly talked at all this week.  Between him working and me working nights...it's just not there.  Maybe I will just have to bring it up to him.  We need time just the two of us every now and then
Today, our english bulldog started bleeding...i called the ver and he assured me she was ok.  I always say, you get what you pay for.  They were much cheaper than my vet.  I will feel really bad it something happens to her sweet little face!  I'm praying she is ok!
I called home today...and of course...mom and dad were helping Todd move...again!  He totally consumes their whole life.  Please mom and dad...just move to Fl.  There would be alot less drama that way!
So..once again I feel like my mother and father law don't have our back when it comes to raising Samantha.  They send pics to her mothers family behind our back and run to Samantha's aid as soon as she calls.  I guess they think we are just awful parents...little to they know..we put up with a lot of shit from her.  I asked my husband today to please say something...but he would rather just keep the peace..so I doubt anything will get said.  They really need to work with us...not against us.
I was really mad when I got home this a.m.  My fav bedspread had a big cut in it.  I stayed up to sew it before I went to bed.  I feel like nobody at my house respects my nice things.  I don't know how I'm going to react when we get a new house...OCD  will def be kicking in!  If I pay alot for something....I want it taken care of.  Is that so much to ask?
So, last night I did a "little shopping."  I spent $100 on decorations for our patio at our new house.  I couldn't pass these things up.  They were oh so cute!  The prob is...we  haven't even got a contract in writing yet!  Either way they will get used...someday!  I will have to post pics later...you will know why I purchased it.  So cute!
Today on the radio, I was listening to what men look at when they see you.  Of course my "vain" ass thought it was the way you were dressed or your "big" boobs etc.  I was wrong according to the radio.  I learned that they usually judge you by the friends you are hanging out with.  Shocking!  I have always surrounded myself with "high maintenance" girls.  Maybe that's why I never had many guys trying to pick me up.  I was always told I was "unapproachable."  Oh well!  Who cares now!  Look what I got while hanging out with my parents!  A wonderful loving husband!  Ha!  Maybe the studies are right!
Well, so far I have stayed on my "eating better" binge 2 whole days.  I'm trying not to call it a diet because I still want to have my weekly beer.  How will I ever give this up if I become prego?  I guess it will be O'doul's to the rescue!  ha!ha!
Well, enough of my BS for now.  Until later....adios'
Holley Ann      

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