Sometimes Meds are not enough!

Well..I totally lost it yesterday!  In order to communicate with my husband, I had to text him and tell him how I felt.  Then he calls me 6 times...which I did NOT answer!  I had to go to work and vent to my BF Ash.  I feel bad talking bad about things to her, because she is about to get married.  But, sometimes you just have to get things off your chest!  I just do so much and don't feel appreciated for anything I do.  Maybe I'm feeling sorry for myself, but I don't think I am.  My husband and I don't communicate at all....Problem!!!  I do everything around this house.  I told him if he couldn't help me out, then hire me a house keeper.  Waiting, Waiting, Waiting...still no help and no house keeper.  I just can't take it anymore!   I work too!  Plus, I now take care of a little girl, 2 dogs and a husband.  Why am I responsible for everything???  So...here is whay I would like to see......

and a little less of this!

Is that too much to ask???

So I finally talked to him yesterday and told him how I feel...again..We will see what happens!  I would hate to see him end up again like this!

  

The thing is that I love him so much...I just need help!  God please help us through this hard time.  I didn't get married to this man to get a divorce.  The Bible says, "Love conquers ALL."  I will believe in this!

So..enough on that subject!  I totally got pissed off at my brother from his FB post the other night.  We all know he could care less for my parents!  He only likes them when they are doing something for him.  Here is his latest post:  "I have the best parents in the world, a new house, plenty of land and a beautiful family."  Ok, so if you have the best parents in the world....why don't you treat them like it?  You don't call for mother's/father's day, you don't call on b-days and you def never buy them anything!  The only reason he wrote that because not only did they give him $5K for a house...they ended up giving him even more money to the buy the land beside his house.  I know it's none of my business...but when is enough going to be enough?  My parents are trying to retire and with him sucking every penny out of them, it will never happen.  It's none of my business, but I just have to vent!  My mom and dad gave up everything to put me through college, and when I finally started making $$$, I stopped taking from them.  If they did give me $$, I paid them back.  I have enough sense to know when enough is enough!  No more Todd!  Please stop!  You are sucking the LIFE out of both of them!!  So...here is a pic to tell you how I fell about it!!

  

Well...we booked Samantha's trip to Texas yesterday.  She is going for 2 whole weeks.  I hope she acts nice...because my mom doesn't put up with any crap!  I think it will be a nice break.  She is also going to Alabama for a week in June.  At least these things will keep her busy for a while!  She is always so bored in the Summer.  I'm happy for her!  Mom and dad are going to take her to Carlsbad Caverns..so she will love that!!!  Have fun baby!  You deserve it!!

 

And the best part of the trip is...She gets to spend it in my beloved state!

Well..back to work for me tonight!  I'm only back for 1 night...so that will be easy!  We are going to have a bbq with the Velde's and Parriss's tomorrow at the beach.  That should be nice!  We are going to celebrate memorial day!

And, last but not least..thank a veteran this weekend.  They give up their life and families to defend our country!  Sometimes, I don't think they get appreciated enough!  Thank you to my grandfathers who both served and my daddy!  I love you!

Please help me to remember...Love is patient, Love is kind etc!

Peace Out! 

Holley Ann